it’s over!, finally. what is it? my marriage? shit, i’m not married yet. it’s my final exam. all the pain and agony are gone, for now but they will be back again next semester and i’ll always here waiting for them to suck dry part of my life. now that i’m on holiday, i’ve been thinking what will i do with my free time. a lot of free time. my actual plans are, i want to just hang out and get wasted but not retarted (ha ha) but that probably could not happen since i got tons of project waiting for me. maybe after i finished it all and get the upah, i can spare some money to go vacation with mel. we were thinking of going to pulau tioman. or maybe camping, making road trips or something fun and educational. ha ha. ok lah, got ‘some’ sleeping to do. later…

hi. uh…i’m busy. so, just a quick updates on my life. my final has started. i’m very busy right now. today i’m a bit emotional. tons of problems (problem lagi aku), and my sister who is borrowing the car, returned it dirty and the car makes some funny noise. so, i send the car to the car wash. vacuum, polish, and all. while waiting for my car, this dude come to me, probably trying to start a conversation, ask me “hantar cuci kereta ke dik?” i answer the man but i don’t know if his question are wrong but i’m at a car wash, what possibly else can i do there? man, i want to kick his ass…

hurrah, my final exam starts next week. wish me luck ya. during my study week, i do nothing productive. just hanging out at my house, studying (omg!!) and doing some house chores and spray paint the dustbin…hashim have been asking me to see the cobra 10 rugby match tomorrow. there will be a women touch rugby featuring the miss malaysia. looking forward to see gorgeous women running at the rugby field and some of the body parts wiggling up and down. oh…lovely. i think i can’t miss that. erm…finally i have decided to cut off my long hair. i shaved my hair bald actually. simpan rambut panjang-panjang. tak tahan rasanya. every morning, i had to clean the hair good and dry them. not to forget the shampoo and conditioner. but it pays (sort off)…when a girl telling me, she was jealous of my hair. muahahahaha…

many people asked me why bald? my answer was simple, i just want to try. plus, with me being psychotic and angry all the time can cool off my head faster…he he. nothing wrong in asking a question but if it was asked many times in a day, i get very annoyed. so, yesterday, there was this annoying girl but cute and lawa nonetheless kept bugging me, asking why bald so i answer to her something like this: “i cut off my hair because i have many problems. i also cut my hair because it gives me inspiration, new perspective and new ideas. if you don’t like me being bald and all, you can kiss my ass”

i love a good drama. great speech huh?

yerp, dah lama tak post. maaf kepada semua (ada orang baca ke?). kebelakangan ni, sibuk giler lah (reason ni lagi). minggu lepas aku sibuk duk buat final project. 2 ketul lak tu. satu buat sistem visual basic, lagi satu tu buat research untuk network. hantar dan present pada hari yang sama. visual basic aku buat program management database pelajar dan markah, best tuh…hehe. macam biasa lah, disebabkan nak jaga ego, assignment tu semua kena buat yang power gile. group empat orang, tapi yang duk buatnya dua orang je. aku ngan mel. banyak gak duit aku abis. tension gak le, tapi apa bleh buat…sabar je lah.

takde cerita menarik sebenarnya aku nak story. ni pun sebab aku banyak duk kat rumah. nak speaking dalam blog ni pun rasa malas lak. nak kena translate bahasa lagi, eheh. malam merdeka aritu member-member banyak gak ajak keluar. tapi aku pilih nak duduk kat rumah aje. cadang nak tido awal, tapi member aku yang sorang ni telefon beriye-iye mintak teman. katanya baru clash dengan awek. dah lama kapel katanya. nak kata bengong karang, marah pulak member. so, aku pun pergi le teman dia. nak pastikan budak tu tak buat bende-bende yang tak senonoh.

itu le dia, nak berkapel muda-muda ni tapi tak reti nak maintain. bila clash, habis terpalit dengan kawan-kawan lain. kat tempat aku belajar tuh ada la dua orang member aku ni kapel. kawan-kawan classmet. diorang kapel tahan 3 bulan je aku rasa. nak sangat declare awal-awal, ambik ko terus clash. disebabkan aku rapat dengan budak lelaki tuh, ex-awek dia terus tak tegur aku. sampai member-member pompuan dia pun tak bertegur sapa dengan aku. buat-buat tak kenal la gamaknya. ada ka sampai gitu sekali, sebab clash aje terus putus member? sedih gak aku, tapi nak buat cemana. mungkin bebudak ni muda-muda lagi, mungkin tak berapa faham erti dunia sebenar. lantak le korang, malas lah nak ambik pot.

final aku dah nak dekat. sekarang ni pun sibuk duk stadi. nak score le katakan…ha ha ha. rimas plak aku kekadang dengan rambut panjang ni. simpan ni pun sebab nak merasa rambut panjang. botak dah rasa dah. agak-agak bila dah tension sangat, potong la kot. tiba-tiba aku tengok letrik kat rumah aku ni cam ada masalah. power tak stabil. untuk mengelakkan pc ni dari rosak, baik aku shutdown dulu. aku bercerita lagi lain hari…

hey, it’s a long time since i post. kinda busy nowdays. with work and the finals are coming. phew, hectic. i was out with mel last night, hoping to see the alien vs predator movie but the seats are all full from thursday till saturday. eh? what the fuck? the gsc computers must be lying. those bastards. so we just hang out at sec. 14 instead. funny thing is, mel and his friend haven’t heard of pj sec. 14.

this week is the most busy week i have. firstly, with the assignment and all and secondly, my usual routine with mel has gotten funkier, that is, badmouthing other people. ha ha ha. we kutuk people, but just with ourselves. it’s fun and of course, can let off steam after studying like hell. on many of my class, there’s one class where my posse are likely mostly to be the target. we’re always the one that will be asked to solve some oral question. no problem though, we can answer it anyway. i had my share also. i was kena marah for sitting to close to the wall, for munching someting (chewing gum apparently) and the newest one is, i was scolded for just smiling. ahh…how wonderful is that? when my lecturer asked why am i smiling, i just said to her that ‘senyum itu satu sedekah’. i’m thinking of something witty to counterback any of her rants and question next time…

mak teh has bought me this t-shirt at ou last week. seeing it hanging in my closet for a week now, i decide to wear it but it was a bit tight. probably today’s kid fashion is to wear tight clothes. people who look at me probably thinking i am sort of macho man or whatever. ho ho ho. upon arriving the college and assuming that i am late for class, i was greeted with the story that all my class today was cancelled. how fucked up is that. rushing from my house then had to pick up my jackass friends at their home only for nothing. outrageous dude. i end up lepak at my friends house playing ps games. i had to brought this up and hopefully get a kelas ganti. my college’s persatuan pelajar (mpp) is a bunch of crap and sissies. they only wanted the job because of the pangkat, not for serving the people. fuck them lah.

i knew that my classmates love to joke but i couldn’t help hearing that somebody has brought some sick humor saying that i am gay, since i don’t have a girlfriend and hang out mostly (or everytime) with a dude, mostly my friend, mel. uhh…hey, i don’t mind. even telling people that i am a bi, alien from another planet or whatever. what you give, you get back man.

my stomach has been ‘manja’ nowdays. when i ate some spicy food, i get stomach ache and instantly needing to poo. for example today when i ate mom’s cooking with some sambal. probably i haven’t ate spicy food for a long time. have to train my stomach so it will become stronger and can endure any spicy food. ho ho…

btw, got to cut this blog short since i had been arrested by the police today. shit dude…crap! will bitch about that later…

bored last night. just about i want to sleep, mel called, begging me to accompany him to eat. since i am hungry that time, i went to his house. after a brief discussion, mel, his housemate and i went for food hunting around klang valley and a place with shisha. our first destination was of course, uncle don but since that pukul and mati event, the place has been closed since. so we went to bangsar instead. the hot chicks rate was very low that night. just a few of them. after eating, we just drove around kl, looking at people and stuff. upon arriving at home, my head was pening berpusing-pusing after smoking ‘something’ my friend gave me. woke up the next day about 1 pm.

currently i am alone in my house. mom went to kuantan, big sis went to cyberjaya. i’m thinking of throwing a party (an orgy party perhaps? kidding!) at my house but then, dad will kill me without hesitation. i try to cyber and chat using webcam with other lonely strangers at yahoo chat. entertaining at first but my hopes of finding a lonely and horny girls were not successful. bored chatting and watching dvds, i went to see the movie ‘i, robot’ with mel. the movie was entertaining. the action, explosive and stuff. i guess a.i. can be dangerous after all. after movie, we went to lepak at the fountain and mel started to pour out his emotion and stuff but no gay shit ah. his problems, etc. well, i just listen to him and boy, this dude has shitloads of problems. uhh well, so am i, got tons of problems. nevermind lah dude, settle your problem one by one. eventually someday it’ll all go away.

the next day, went to see the movie catwomen with shimi and my um friends. the movie started at 12:15am, but before that i had to send my sister to cyberjaya. i took the sri kembangan route and shit, it was jammed and packed. what the fuck, traffic jam at 11pm. luckily i managed to be at mid valley on time but had to wait for about 20 minutes more before entering the cinema because my jackass friends arrived late. ermm about that movie catwoman, from my opinion lah, not worth it. membazir aje duit aku rm10. less sex scene, less cleavage, no nudity, fucked up camera works, idiot storyline and ending that sucks. come on lah, even with sharon stone in this movie can’t help. i think, it’s not dvd worthy either. oklah, want to resume my sleep. till my next bitching, out!

today was the most boring day. my jackass friends didn’t come to class today. all of them (shit). so i was stuck in class for 4 hours alone. no partner to gossip, no partner to kutuk mengutuk. i wasn’t that close with my other classmate. after the class, i just went home and sleep. at night, i went to lepak at um with my friends. i think…that’s it…huhuh…

uhh…i went to pizza hut near my house to celebrate my dad’s birthday. managed to scrape some money and get him some present. tonight, it’s my sister birthday. probably we went to some fancy restaurant to celebrate. puas round area ampang, searching for her present. i’m thinking of getting her a kangaroo bar for her kelisa or a reverse sensor or probably tinted her car. by the way, i just took her car out from the workshop. they idiot insurance and workshop took almost 2 month for just a body work and still, they do the job like crap.

another thing to bitch, my neighbour are now singing to the tunes of britney spears’s everytime. probably she badly wanted to be in malaysian idol, auditon, akademi fantasia or other singing reality show crap they show on tv. sadly, she suck.